(orginally had a section about my family and shit but i removed allat dont think it should belogn here)

hi i made a new blog post i know its been a bit since the last one but ive been just locked in on hella shit fr like just making music art hanging with the gang workin on school its a whole lotta everythang fr

im soorrta starting to also run out of ideas for these kind of things but i promised myself to start making these cause i need to do more writing and its nice to put my thoughts into words instead of always having them cobbled up in my mind, and apparently my friends like to read these... if you're one of my friends reading this you suck, seriously stop reading this, do something else, friday night funkin just updated i know you are all a bunch of freaks for that game, go do something else instead thanks.

ive always had a bit of a background with writing surprisingly, i know my shitty spelling might not show much but back in my day (elementary school) i was a MENACE cause they thought my ass was cheating on a lot of stuff so i consider that a crazy win. I enjoyed writing stupid shit on google docs too like i made somewhat short youtube scripts? in a similar style i guess you can consider it that and it was all very werid and stupid but for the fact i was probably still running around eating boogers and part of the "t-pose clan" i think thats pretty neat. My handwriting is still atrocious though, i seriously think its an autism thing cause it hasn't developed since elementary despite countless attempts from my family and myself to fix it, i dont think it ever will unless some kind of switch in my brain gets flipped but till then im NEVER taking notes on paper fuck all that im using a laptop dont give no shits out here. im also struggling with adhd at the moment cause it seriously makes it so hard to focus sometimes that i just end up sitting on my ass all day "working" and just fucking around on twitter and watching young sheldon

obligatory lgtbq wokie update, im feelin good about bein genderfluid nowadays, its nicer to be just what I wanna do without worrying my friends would judge me for it cause they know now. I havent been too public about stuff with it cause its really something im doing for myself like i dont wanna have tons of transflags all over my page and be some kind of weird trans stereotype cause im just me doing my own thing and i think i feel more like myself when i wanna be who i want and feel comfortable doing that, i dont know if what i just said made any sense but its good enough man shit. Im still primarily a dude, im gonna just use like my 98 character for anything social media related cause thats my guy fr but i do have other sonas i use on the down low cause im cool like that and if I ever wanted to I can switch stuff up.

thats probably all il talk about, im gonna try and make more of these blog posts for whoever is gonna read them, I like writing stuff like this even if nobody except probably 2 random people and my friends will see it cause its fun and a nice lil record for my to look back on, also i get to say im a blogger and thats funny. anyways goodbye now friends!